Aerial Finish Line
She had no life's ambitions
American or other
I could say it was always her Dream to fly
Or that she always
Would fly
In her dreams
And, thematically aware, swing her by the tail
Send her flailing off a cliff
Into the sky
Grandly
A culminating moment
Movie fodder
Destiny fulfillment
Foreshadowed all along
But she's a cat.
A wake, a party
A swift kick to the head
A shotgun
Something epic
Dramatic
Would be way, way too much
I'll wait until Monday
And hit the vet's place
Show up and beg for mercy
For Greta and for me
End this
I haven't got the cat gut, the emotion left to spare
Can't
Care for her
Correctly
I'll quietly sit
And cry as she
Quietly dies
Some sodium-laced chemical
Filling her being,
Dragging her in to the afterlife
Or if the vet cries foul
There's a quality of life left
Morality and the law won't allow it
Then I'll drive away
Find a gorge
And I'll send
My Greta
Flying.
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Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Potential Punk
Potential Punk
He's six.
Round-faced and brown
Like a native
Of the rainforest, he
Comes stomping through my front yard
Two feet from my house
With his white wifebeater on
Just to be
Confident and
Strong
He spits on my lawn
When I come out my front door
And just keeps going
And I'm afraid of him
As he crosses the invisible line
Traverses into
The yard next door
I tell him
In case he's
There with his ears on
That he's ending up aggressive
Confrontational
Got an angry attitude
Oughtta calm the fuck down
Doesn't need to challenge
Everyone
Not me
All up in my territory
He'll end up being hurtful
He's IS hurtful
-
I believe he thinks
In his
Six-year-old way
"I'm not hurting anyone, just
Maintaining my stride, my
Little power
Against life's obstacles, blazing
My trail through to
Surety and safety
Choosing my defensive moves"
But you'll end up suffering
Fighting for safety
Every day
In a gang, I'm thinking, in prison
No choice of any kind
No safety, no surety
Your attitude
Will give everybody else
The same attitude
It doesn't matter
Who threw the very first punch
In your life
You're throwing the first one now
With your downcast eyes
And your frown and your little fists
All up in everybody's space
You're throwing punches
Right
Now
Involuntarily, maybe, but threatening
When you could be strolling slowly
In the street
Relax
Dude
Or you'll get stuck
That way
A strong guy
Is
Calm. He
Doesn't have
To prove
Anything.
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
He's six.
Round-faced and brown
Like a native
Of the rainforest, he
Comes stomping through my front yard
Two feet from my house
With his white wifebeater on
Just to be
Confident and
Strong
He spits on my lawn
When I come out my front door
And just keeps going
And I'm afraid of him
As he crosses the invisible line
Traverses into
The yard next door
I tell him
In case he's
There with his ears on
That he's ending up aggressive
Confrontational
Got an angry attitude
Oughtta calm the fuck down
Doesn't need to challenge
Everyone
Not me
All up in my territory
He'll end up being hurtful
He's IS hurtful
-
I believe he thinks
In his
Six-year-old way
"I'm not hurting anyone, just
Maintaining my stride, my
Little power
Against life's obstacles, blazing
My trail through to
Surety and safety
Choosing my defensive moves"
But you'll end up suffering
Fighting for safety
Every day
In a gang, I'm thinking, in prison
No choice of any kind
No safety, no surety
Your attitude
Will give everybody else
The same attitude
It doesn't matter
Who threw the very first punch
In your life
You're throwing the first one now
With your downcast eyes
And your frown and your little fists
All up in everybody's space
You're throwing punches
Right
Now
Involuntarily, maybe, but threatening
When you could be strolling slowly
In the street
Relax
Dude
Or you'll get stuck
That way
A strong guy
Is
Calm. He
Doesn't have
To prove
Anything.
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
Labels:
anger,
challenge,
Child,
defensiveness,
fear,
gang,
learning,
man,
overcompensation,
psychology,
reaction,
toughness
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